Let it be done pt. 2

Basically yesterday's blog was based on me being tired of everything reminding me of him. I know the odds are on my side, I've survived everything life has thrown me thus far. Based on mathematics, I will be over this at some point. So, why am I so doubtful this time? I feel like he's the one that got away, only I made him leave. I said no, that was all me. I hate that I will probably be beating myself up for lettinug him go, for a very long time. I fear I won't find with someone else what the two of us had. We really had lasting power, until he up and left. Now that may sound like a contradiction. I realize that, but I really thought he was it for me. He loved everything about me except my stubbornness and my insecurities. The insecurity part makes me wonder sometimes if that is why he left originally. And I would be married now if he hadn't left. And I've reached the point where I don't want to talk about this anymore right now. And besides, there is nothing that hasn't already been said in previous blogs.

I watched the Spyderwick Chronicles yesterday. What a fantastic film! I really enjoyed all of the magical creatures. The boy plays two brothers. To double-act in a movie at his age is remarkable. He was the young boy in August Rush, which I lent to Maria a couple of months ago. I still haven't gotten it back. Now I'm watching Lions for Lambs, simply because it has Meryl Streep in it. Speaking of Meryl Streep, she looks divine in Mama Mia. It's coming to theaters this summer and I can't wait!

Does anyone know when the olympic trials are finished, and the Olympic Games begin? I can't wait to watch Michael Phelps swim and win all his events. Or May and Welsch in the 2 on 2 beach volleyball championship. You know they won the entire thing in Athens? They made it! I can' wait! OOOOOOOOO I'm so excited!

I'm going to Wilmot Speedway tonight with my family to watch the Outlaw Sprint cars. We haven't gone since we were children, it's going to be so much fun. For now I'm sitting in my pajamas watching a movie. Is it too early for diet coke? It's only 9:24!