A good thing

Stephanie told me that she broke the ice with Matt last night when they said goodnight at my house. She told him about her children. He told her that it bothers him but that it doesn't change how much he likes her and he's not goin anywhere anytime soon. So...I'm relieved. Not that I expected him to be the stereotypical guy who'd split when he found out she has kids...but he just seems so good for her that I wanted him to be okay with it because their future looks so good from here that I don't want it to end so soon. They deserve each other and for Stephanie, all I can say is, at last. Good girl. Heehee.

Goin to the lanes tonight to chill with Leanne. When the week is over I'll have seen her four days. I saw her yesterday because she works the bar for our Sunday Couples league, and I'll see her tonight because she is working again and I like to relax and chat with her after I get off work...and I'll do it again after work on Wednesday when she works, and we are going to breakfast on Saturday! It is nice to have some regularity to it again, seeing her always seems to make my week a little easier to breathe through, makes it flow a little smoother, a little less stressful, and makes it easier to keep a smile on my face without thinking about it. It's awesome. I have a few special friends like that but Leanne is the only one that I have the opportunity to see regularly. Cat lives in Madison and is really really super busy with class and work and being Jim's photo assistant...Beth is in Omaha and won't let me go and see her. She would be very very pissed at me if I just showed up to see her, so that is out of the question. I just can't help but feel, and almost wonder if I know it but don't want to accept it, that I won't see her again. She's not doing well and won't let me see her when she's ill. What is a girl to do?! It sucks and it doesn't do my mental state much good.

Alright, break time is done. Apparently we're on overtime already starting tomorrow. I guess, Tim is also for the rest of the week. He's at the WCB Mexico plant! WOOHOO! K...gotta go. BYE!